DIARI SEORANG MUSLIMAH

tiap tiap manusia yang wujud di dunia ini mendambakan syurga milik Allah.
tak terlepas juga seseorang seperti aku

around waktu zohor dekat tanah merah
i was mad to my sister and i felt so guilty
this is nothing ,just sibling stuff you know
it just i dont agree when she asked my mom for money when my mom was in chaos about the money
i dont like to see that
i dont say that she shouldnt asked for the money
because she deserved to
but the timing is wrong
it just that
im sorry

and today my mom asked why my dressing is change
then i told
anak umi sekarang dah gangster, bukan lagi ustazah
then she asked again
al quran tinggal ke
then i said al quran itu kan hidup
macam mana boleh nak tinggal
but i promise you one thing umi
ill never couple
until Allah send me the right person
and that time
yang hanya adalah lafaz akad nikah

you know what
im not trying to be judge
but actually whats the point of arguing the life
when it actually want you to be down
yes ,im upset
ill be having a hectic sem 4

9.03 pm
3 weeks at home is such a grateful for me
this long holidays is really meaningful to me
and such this 24 days
i was trying to do everything that i wanted to do
some reach the goals but some is 50 50
and obviously i cannot force myself to jog
hahahah

i hate every single minute of navy training
but muhammad ali said
don't quit
suffer now
and live the rest of your life as champion